Will You angry?!

Lord, I know You love me, more than anything, right?
And I know You always want to be next to me everytime, right?
And You know how I live in this world, right?
With my loneliness, without family or someone that really loves me...

Do You still want to see me drop my tears every night?
Do You still want to see me imprisoned in this world?
Do You still want to see me desperately walk in this life alone?
And don't You miss me to come to You soon???

So, will You angry if before You 'call' me, let I run to You now, so I won't be wait for Your time and You'll see me soon...
Will You angry, Lord?