disappointed :'(

Bloggieeeeeeeeeee.... just want to shout out loudly : AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!
Even I can't share it here with you!

This mouth can't talk, just this eyes that full of tears can express how disappointed I am :'(

Bloggie, I can't share it with Indonesian or English, but through Mandarin, I hope you know what I feel right now :(
上帝，为什么这么难我在"自己的社区"想为你服务???
我很伤心，很受伤。我觉得他们忘了我. 他们知道这个内心的痛苦吗？
我真的觉得每个人都留下了我... :'(