I'm hurted, yes I claim myself that I still feel hurted after almost two years gone. I don't know why, I just feel hurted and don't know what to do, eventhough I've already learned to forgive and forget. But, it still hurts so much, yes, I'm too hurted inside :'(
And for you, congratulate them made me more desperate, downer, and don't know whom I can believe nowdays. Can you imagine what I feel now? Or maybe just take care of my heart, please :') What do you think about me? Crazy? But, have you imagined if you are in my position? I'm trying to wake up from this suffering, but it's ruined again :( All things in this life seems just lies and no one that really can be a friend, even sister. And once again, I know that I'm too afraid to build a relationship, not only man-woman relation, but even friend or community relation.
And for you, congratulate them made me more desperate, downer, and don't know whom I can believe nowdays. Can you imagine what I feel now? Or maybe just take care of my heart, please :') What do you think about me? Crazy? But, have you imagined if you are in my position? I'm trying to wake up from this suffering, but it's ruined again :( All things in this life seems just lies and no one that really can be a friend, even sister. And once again, I know that I'm too afraid to build a relationship, not only man-woman relation, but even friend or community relation.
Lord, I'm hurted, yes I'm really hurted :(
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